A sickening feeling

Have you ever had that gut feeling where you just know something isn't right but you try to lay out all the practical reasons on how it could be right?

Thats how I have been feeling lately. I've been so stressed a deep stress that has been affecting my health, which I was blaming that on my sickening feeling, that inside voice saying your off path. But I figured I'll listen to the practical reasons on how this choice can benefit me... stupid me got sucked into that damn money world. I let money and guide my decision. I quickly learned from that one.

So I started this process of going through with the decision that made my stomach turn.. a promotional opportunity at work. After it was over I felt like I wanted to just say no, but felt too bad. They all kept telling me how much they wanted me to get it. So than i had five days off and prayed that God would give me peace about this decision... I didn't get peace and should have took that as a sign.

But finally after meeting with my boss today... I decided no. Peace came and I am so glad I stopped it now before I got myself into something I would regret. There are a few main reasons why I didn't want this position and the biggest one is it just doesn't feel right. Maybe its because other things are to come.

Either way, I feel better....So tonight I just wanna reflect on God and the amazing ways he is always in control. He will take over when he knows we are making the wrong decision we just have to trust in him no matter what. You will never understand this unless you truly give up those practical reasons on a decision and just follow your heart.