Nursing = Do I even have boobs anymore?

If you are a male, you not going to not want to read anymore..  If you do continue on, well I warned you… but you will defiantly get more information than you wanted about my boobs.

It’s rainy and cold and just dreary and it matches my mood perfectly. Although I should be feeling great because my daughter had an awesome doctor’s appointment and is now sleeping, I can’t help but throw my mommy jacket on the floor and complain about my so called womanhood. I say so called because after my experience today.. what’s left? J

Why do women have to go through so much when having a child? Think about it.  Not only does our world change our bodies change, everything changes and there is no going back…Do men understand every little thing that we go through when having these babies? Not to mention we still get a period every month?! And do we really need to remind them of how well that goes over every time?!

I nursed Riley for 15 months ( well almost 15 she stopped about 2 ½ weeks ago. )  I loved my boobs while I was pregnant and after the first couple months after she was born!  It felt great being in a C cup!

Today a very upsetting moment occurred.

 I tried on an A cup and it was a little too big!  Yep my first thought was it’s this brand.

 Then my second thought was how does this even make sense when Im wearing a b cup. 

Then I put on my old b cup bra and was horrified.. 

This bra was too big..  

Then I told myself I’m delirious from watching my baby get 2 shots..

So I sat down to finish my coffee thought about what just took place and did the unthinkable.  

I walked back into that bathroom determined something is not right and looked in the mirror with my shirt and bra off.. 

THE BIGGEST MISTAKE I’ve made today so far.. and it’s only 11:30a…

Don’t do this ladies.. It’s just setting yourself up for a disaster..

Got dressed got my coffee sat down and here I am.. baffled. 

They are the smaller then before I was pregnant….  How is that possible?

Well, there is another good thing about this day, at least I got my new a cup bras that are a tad too big on clearance for $4.00 each… If I’m gonna be wearing an a cup I better damn get them on clearance!!!  It did actually break my heart that the coupon I had was for a bra that was over the amount of $16.99… But I guess I can settle for buying something on clearance without a coupon, this one time J